P.S...

You have one chance, one life and what you do with it is up to you...

P.S...

Is it me?

Am I the reason people always leave?

Am I the reason all these things keep happening to me?

Maybe I'm just destined to be alone...

P.S...

Why do relationships have to be so hard?
......'cause the only thing harder is being alone

Why?

Why did it have to come to this??

Kenapa??

We're no longer playing the catch game...

Or hide and seek for that matter...

Ur biggest fear of being rejected by the family is no longer an issue...

Something that u feared so much...

I tried to calm u...

Cuz I know...

But I guess ur biggest fear turned out to be the other way round...

It's me that is being rejected instead...

So soon and without even knowing who I am...

For what is worth...

Dad already knows...

And he was happy when I told him...

Never have I seen him smile that way...

I've told him everything about us...

Who u are...

Ur parents...

And ur family...

Just as I promised...

He now knows it all...

My intentions...

My niat...

Even my plans for the future...

I've got not thing else to hide...

Because I'm serious...

Like I've always been since day one...

Most of all how serious I am to make things right again...

Mom knows too...

If u must know...

But...

Now I can only wonder...

Whether it was worthwhile...

Whether it matters anymore...

Mostly I wonder...

Whether it would even mean anything...

I've not given up...

Nor do I ever plan to...

The Almighty knows... InsyaAllah...

You can try to run,hide or avoid me...

But...

That doesn't hinder nor will it stop.me from loving YOU!!!

No matter how sad or miserable you are...

I'll stick by you thru thick and thin...

I swear!!!

katakanlah...

jika benar sesuatu yang diketahui itu adalah baik untuk diri kita...

katakanlah...

demi kebaikan...

tapi...

janganlah membuat keputusan yang melulu...

janganlah membuat keputusan tanpa berdasarkan fakta...

janganlah membuat keputusan tanpa pengetahuan...

dan paling penting...

jangan bersangka buruk tanpa mengetahui apapun...

never judge a book by its cover...

that is all i am trying to say...

o'Mighty Allah...

i leave this to U...

for U have tested me in ways only U know...

give me the calm and tranquility i seek upon U...

give me the strength and Iman to face this world for the hereafter...

for U are my O' Mighty God...

my Creator...

and those of this universe...

Amin...

Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know in your heart you were meant to do...