Monday, January 21, 2008

sometimes love fades...

Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die or know that you would die without them, it matters not!
Because once in your life,
whatever they are to the world,
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
travel the depths of their souls and say a million things without trace of sound,
you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beats of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper do it justice. It is a thing of not the mind but the heart.

thinking back on life and love.. love can really be destructive

Saturday, January 19, 2008

cooking...

last week i manage to convince my sis and my mom i actually can cook. you must be wondering what did i cook?? well its not telur goreng nor was it maggi sup or goreng... i actually cooked lasagna (pronounced la-za-nia) yeap hell did.. plus my moms kitchen is still standing... heheh... what actually trigerred me to cook was because i was bored to death and hungry like hell... so i google-d for some lasagna recipe and compared them and cut and paste them together to create the simplest recipe to try out... and so i did..

well done to me for my accomplishment.... picture will be uploaded..

Monday, January 14, 2008

love???

so what exactly is love...
i really dunno...
but i know when someone is in love they give their heart to the one that they care for...
but if that is not enough... then the other person doesn't love u...

"i love her and i gave her my heart... but my heart wasn't enough... i guess i wasn't enough either..."

Saturday, January 5, 2008

peoples characteristics according to their kentur(farts)

JENIS ORG BERDASARKAN KENTUT .....!!!!
Tak jujur : Orang yang kentut dan salahkan orang lain
Bengong : Orang yang tahan kentut berjam-jam
Yakin Dengan Diri : Orang yang kentut dengan lantang
Sadis : Orang yang kentut dalam selimut dan kibaskan baunya
Startegik : Orang yg sembunyikan bau kentut dangan ketawa dangan kuat
Misterius : Orang yg kentut tapi tidak dapat dikesan
Gugup : Kentut apabila disergah
Periang : Kentut pelan-pelan selepasitu senyum sorang-sorang
so?? which one are u.. its gotta to be one of the above...

Friday, January 4, 2008

a day out with a mind alike buddy

so yesterday i spent an evening with my dear friend Nabil in one utama... its been a long time sisnce we've actually done so since we're both busy with our own agenda... i met up with him around 3... supposed to have lunch but we were both full... so decided to just sit down and chit-chat... so this is nabil... lepak-ed in TGI FRIDAYS only for a drink... i didn't remember tey had so many to choose from... the drinks were all tempting we couldnt make up our minds so simply picked one... the "waitress serving us was super ....." nabilusually people would start of small and light.. but we just had to hit big straight... we sat don there for a couple of hours talking nonsense and making lots of noise... even the staff got anoyed with us and nabil's laugh.... heheheh... sorry dude... so drinks was on Nabil... thanks dude... owe u one for such a deep hole that i've caused ur pocket... mauahah... check out the bill... owh yea... i had buffalo wings...
rm66.35... for three items... hmmm... i wonder what we had... it was on Nabil... hehheheh... thanx dude... i pity the waiter... nabil didn't tip him...

so after a lil bit of walking and chick watching we ended up in starbucks for another round of drinks this time only caffeine... then i ha d to back cuz my mom called me already...

2007 in REMEMBERENCE???

so it took me 4 freaking days to think about the past year. what happened through out 2007 will be summarised in the following post. much has happened some of which are greatly appreciated and remembered and even the saddest things too. so lets see what i've gone through in 2007.
-january: finished 2nd semester on a high but started 3rd semester on a low. only god knows why did this happened. 050107 celebrated 6months of relationship with the very much deared darling of mine no more.
-february: had the most memorable v'day celebration which i will always remember.
-march: daddy, caryn, and nicholas's birthday... still owe nick lunch darn
-april: april fooled like a jackass... never ben that bad. crewed up finals
-may:turned 19 was almost single..
-june: nothing happening happened
-july: celebrated 1 year of so called love relationship with the very much deared darling of mine no more.
-august: malaysia celebrated its 50th merdeka. got me new ASUS P535.. downfall of life
-september: turned single but not made available... hmmm... technical death of syafiq
-october-december: R.I.P

it may sound boring but thats all that crossed my mind this moment.
a new year has begun, new resolution? still don have one... not sure whether i actually plan to have one... one thing for sure it'll be a long year ahead for me. what's install for me only god knows. all i can do is pray for the best for my life. to all good luck with 2008.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

GOODBYE 2007 AND HELLO 2008

another year has passed and another has come... thinking back on the year 2007... it definitely wasn't such a memorable one... well maybe one or two events... oh well thats how life goes... i wont elaborate more on the past year... lets just look ahead to the new one... i sure will carry those memories... the unforgetable one.... to this new year... if u're reading this... which i doubt u are... the pain is still there... i had given so much but it all ended up down the drain... lets just look ahead to this new year... i'll be laving soon... where ain't sure yet... i really need to start anew @ afresh... got such word ah??

yup... need to freshen up and start a new life towards a better future by learning from my mistakes...

to all readers HAPPY NEW YEAR... MAY U HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD OF U...
"WE'VE GOT A LONG WAY AHEAD OF US... WHAT EVER HAPPENS HAPPENS... BUT FOR NOW I KNOW... U'RE THE ONE I LOVE..."

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!