Wednesday, March 25, 2009

i've lost it

i'm gone...
KAPUTS...
POOOFF...
SWOOSH...

i'm to young to be having midlife crisis...
i wanna live older then 42 please GOD...
so Jeen... bad diagnosis...
i dunno whats wrong with me too...
in my opinion...
the prognosis: bad

Monday, March 23, 2009

something is wrong with me

i've not been able to sleep at hnite this pass week or two...
i'm not lying... though i spend a whole dah at college i just don feel tired at nite...
my body has gone PHYSIOLOGICALLY wrong...
my mind is MENTALLY kaputs...
i need help...
really i do...
but i just cant speak out...
i don't think anyine believes me...
just look at the time of this posting...

oh god help me...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

aarggh

i am loosing it...
i am..
why?
i dunno why..

the view from the 86th floor of klcc tower 1 looks great

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

why?

i've not been myself this past few dayS..
at least thats what i've been feeling..
i feel that everything is worthless..
i really dunno what has gotten into me..
could be studies?
could it be life?
maybe it's just me..
i feel the world is rejecting me..
i feel myself rejecting me...
why?
why?
why?

i hate this feeling..
it's eating me from the inside!!
where did i go wrong?
what have i done wrong?
tell me life..
tell me world..
what is it that u have against me?
is it u?
maybe it's u?
no, u?
aargh...

FUCK LIFE!!!