Sunday, May 15, 2011

for the time is now....

being away from city has somewhat been a blessing for my emotions...
though it partly tormented by just being away...
but the already hurt and confused part of my emotions took it as sometime off to decide on things...

well...
if ur reading this posting and have read all my other recent blabbing..
this is to sum it all up...

its not wrong to say that i did some soul searching...
as i felt that i was at a crossroad of things...

i would say the 2 months away was really meaningful...
yes i was in a dilemma..
of having to decide on certain things...
needing to choose between two...
at the same time....
having to consider my feelings...
others feelings too...
risking friendship ties...
and lots more at stake...
it was hard...

it kind of got me a lil distracted...
but i guess...
HE has somehow made it easy...
i need not hurt anyone...
or at least i think so...
lets hope i am right...

things are gonna be different now...
i'm going back to a place that i'm familiar with...
to a territory where i once roamed like a stallion...
to a place where i knew everything...
but...
that was years ago...
when i rode around like a stud...
knowing things in and out at every nook and cranny...

its about to start all over again...
but with a different twist...

adios Manjung...

and so its goodbye Manjung...
i'm back to the place where i rightfully belong...
in my kingdom of Petaling jaya...
ok la not my kingdom...
but...
my kingdom la...
hahahah...

Monday, May 9, 2011

Thursday, May 5, 2011

mixed feelings

hullloooo...
hello...
halo...

i've just read my previous posting in this blog...
i must say...
it doesn't really reflects me...
well at least i claim so...
i don't think its the conscious me...
but it could however be the sub-conscious me...
hmmm...
a point to ponder upon...

reading back the reason posting it amazes me...
how much i've been in touch with inner-self...
WOW...
looking at older posting somewhat brings back a lil memory of who i really am...
ranting and bull shitting on current issues...
political issues...
daily issues...
everything that dissatisfy me la...
but yea mostly on the current political matters...
something i'm totally engrossed with...
not really my passion but something that i just like...

nanti edit lagi la....

Monday, May 2, 2011

O 'm' G

the title was purposely written in that manner...

hi...
i'm currently doing my obstetrics and gynecology posting...
in short its supposed to be O&G...
or to some its also known as ObGyn...
so yearghh...

AS FOR O'M'G...
its actually a short form for oh my god...
or for some...
ohmaigawd...
ke... amalad...
macm2 la....

but to the point...
i just wanted to express my feelings of shock and thankfulnes...
thus...
oh my god...

i've seen ppl beranak...
meaning ppl sang-chai...
giving birth...
dan segala maksud yg sewaktu dgn nye...

its been gruesome yet joyful experience...
gruesome because a baby coming out...
the pain a mother has to endure... bringing u out to this world...
the pain and suffering a mom has to bare for 9 months...
yada yada yada....

joyful... because...
because la...
hahahah....
its a joyful experience because of the site of a new life be brought to this earth...
the site of a smiling baby face...
the sound of that first. cry....
its such a miracle...
the wonders of nature and..
the power of the Almighty Allah swt...

to all...
appreciate ur mom...
be thankful...
never hurt her...
dan segala yang sewaktu denganye..

appreciate ur wives..
or wives to be...
for they will be the one baring ur legacy....

ok dah ngantuk... goodnite...

Sunday, May 1, 2011

of JenAn and JLo

There are times when a man has to say what's on his mind...
Even though he knows how much it's gonna hurt...

Before I say another word..
Let me hold you close...
and say these words as gently as I can...

There's just this empty place inside of me...
that only one can fill...

Torn between two lovers, feelin' like a fool
Lovin' both of you is breakin' all the rules