Thursday, May 31, 2012

from a distance

that is where i will be standing...
possibly wait and hope in vain...
watch u from afar..

that is all there is to do...
i really feel like a stranger to u now...
because u treat me like one...

if only u knew...

Monday, May 28, 2012

just another rambling of mine...

first and foremost...
alhamdulillah....
i've completed my elective posting for year 4...
i decided to do an attachment with my mom...
on professional  ground that i like child and adolescent psychiatry...
but honestly, i did it just to get extra holiday...
well it really wasn't a holiday thru out the 3 weeks or so being attached with mom...
but as compared to my other colleagues, i think those who did with me were quiet lepak i would say...
hahahah... come at 10 balik at 2 sort of thing...
so yea... it was a good experience...
more of a hands on kind of thing...
we had our lecture with mom months ago... but i never really understood what she taught...
but sitting in her clinic was so much fun!
u get to see all sorts of kids...
from the really brilliant one to the mentally retarded...
yea... sad i know... but thats reality...

on another note...
again alhamdulillah...
i passed my finals for year 4...
i cleared both paper i sat for...
and surprisingly...
i did better then just passing the paper...
so again... much thanks goes to the Almighty...

next to come is  final year...
the much awaited year!!!
i'm really looking forward to it...
cuz that means i'm so much closer to graduating...
believe it...
i am actually looking forward to graduating...
yes!!!
i really need to move on...
from this...
from Cyberjaya...
where i believe i spent quiet a significant period of time at...
where great memories have been made...
and hearts has been broken...
promises were etched...
but i really am looking forward to finishing school...
after which i can start work...
speaking of which...
i can actually start thinking where i wanna work...
hurm point to ponder.. 

Sunday, May 20, 2012

the me that i dislike....

i am turning to my old self...
the one i tried hard to change...
the me that i myself do not like...
please let it not be...

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Total Eclipse of the Heart



every now and then i get a little bit lonely and ur never coming round...
every now and then i fall apart...
every now and then i get a little restless and cry like a child...
and i need u tonite...
and i need u more then ever...
cuz we'll never be wrong...

Monday, May 14, 2012

this is what Ironic means....



maybe this person should ask the question to his/herself first... 

Sunday, May 6, 2012

hiding ur past

because ur ashamed of it...
or u found new one

Saturday, May 5, 2012

All I Have



promises you made about coming thru....
so much time u wasted!!!

to some EVERYTHING IS REPLACEABLE....

yet again i am right....

girls are all the same...

maybe i'm right again....

could it be that you've proven me right again??
if yes...
i guess u are all the same...

Friday, May 4, 2012

hello

a simple hello would be nice...
i long to hear u one more time...

Thursday, May 3, 2012

anything at all...

i would do anything at all...
to be with u again...
anything...
to live those happy moments again...

for now...
all i can do is pray to Him..,
for us to be together again...
Insyallah...