Shila Amzah : Masih Aku Cinta [lirik]

some wrote to me... :)

Syafiq : i know that you’re very much caught up with exams at the moment, but i’m really glad you came because you need a break ! and a break once in a while from studying is gooooood !!! i apologise for not being able to entertain you as much but i promise we shall have our coffee session after lunch ! I will always remember the “triple shot wet latte” you asked me to get during bee and omar’s wedding. I have yet to re pay you for buying coffee !! And thanks so much for the card :) it’ll be kept together with my collection of birthday cards that i’ve kept since i was about 6. so you can rest assured, it’ll be with me always !

you make me nauseous..

what did i do to you that you're treating me like this...

and it's  killing me...
ur words...
ur promises...
are eating me from the inside...

tears will flow

every time i hear this song...
it never fail to bring tears to this eyes...
as strong as a person i am...
but i am weak when it comes to love...

this was ur promise to me for us...
the fact that Allah brought u to me...
Him bringing us together...
i felt it was right...
i prayed for it to be right...
but you choose otherwise...

i saddens this lonely little heart of mine...
even more when we involved Him in our promises...

Ya Rabb for u are the ever caring and even more loving...
grant me the love that i deserve...
if it is her that You have made for me...
bring us back together on the path of ur mercy...

i miss u.. SNF

"assumption is the mother to all fuck-ups...."

i've already been fucked... so what?

Angel Of Mine

i am gonna marry who ever sings this song to me...
muahahahaha....

i hope you'd be reminded that it isn't over

a reflection of who i am before, during and after you walked in and out on me

I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak,
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!

miss this

our desktop screen was taken in the eve 23rd day...
the nite when things changed my life...
when i reshuffled everything i had plan for in my  life to make her a part of it...
well that was then i guess...
the plan still sticks for now...
until something happens...
like her getting married...

it all means nothing....

but they all mean nothing to me...
most of them are just frens....
frens who i've coaxed to be involved with me....

and clearly i see...
it hurts u...
maybe because i am rite u still do love me...

selamat hari raya...

Butterfly

Ketika waktu mendatangkan cinta
Aku putuskan memilih dirimu
Setitik rasa itu menetes
Dan semakin parah

Bisa ku rasa getar jantungmu
Mencintaiku apa lagi aku
Jadikanlah diriku
Pilihan terakhir hatimu

Butterfly terbanglah tinggi
Setinggi anganku untuk meraihmu
Memeluk batinmu yang sempat kacau
Karna merindu

Butterfly fly away so high
As high as hopes I pray
To come and reach for you
Rescuing your soul
that previous messed up touching me and you

Jalan ini jauh
Namun kita tempuh
Bagai bumi ini
Hanya milik berdua

Biar ku berlebihan
Mendekatimu
Namun ku tunggu

locked in cage of bricks...

find me

Find me, here in your arms
Now I’m wondering where you’ve always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you’d breathe new life from within
You sleep, here in my arms
Where the world just shuts down for awhile
Blindly, you came to me
Finding peace and belief in this smile
Find some peace and belief in this smile

Can’t get enough of you

that for me it isn't over...

The best feeling in the world is realizing you’re perfectly happy without the thing you thought you needed the most.

maybe ur happy now...
i a have yet to find the happiness that i lost when u walked out on me...
but hey...
its not always a win-win situation for everyone...
you're happy i guess i have to suck it in that i am no longer the reason that makes u happy...
but know that u are every reason for me to be happy the way i was when u were around...

i miss u SNF

nah...