words...

the pain is still there...

Ya Allah...

for u are the ever knowing and ever granting...

if u know She is for me...

then grant me the guidance towards a path u bless...

but Ya Rabb..

if u know She isn't the one for me...

grant me the the strength to overcome this heart break and heartache you have upon me...

and Ya Allah, grant her someone who is worthy of loving her...

Hope!!

experience!!

of weddings and break ups...

i remembered as if it was yesterday i was talking to a close friend of mine about marriage...
i remembered how overwhelmed i was just saying the word marriage...
and today...
i saw my close fren marrying another fren of mine...
deep inside yes i do feel jealous!!!
more to that i feel sad that it was i who ended broken...

i look forward to something like this...