the car is back

got my car back a week ago thank god for that...
but a lil bit of slack tho... one side looks new the other looks old... damn... oh well
anther block is coming to an end which means another finals is coming end of this week..
behavioural science has been some what interesting...

enuf of college stuff.. boring..

so here's a song that i've been playing over and over...
As we talk the golden mile
Down the pretty aisle
I know that you are mine
And theres nothing in this world
That I know that I wont do
To be near you everyday
Every hour every minute
Take my hand and let me lead the way
All thru your life
Ill be by your side
Till death do us part
Ill be your friend
My love will never end
Till death do us part
When I wake up everyday
With you lying in my arms
I wonder if Im dreaming
When I look into your eyes
I just cant believe its true
That my heart belongs to you
Baby you can have it all
Take my hand and let me lead the way
All thru your life
Ill be by your side
Till death do us part
Ill be your friend
My love will never end
Till death do us part
Therell be good times
And therell be bad
But I will stand beside you woman
All the wayAnd thru the years
As life goes on
When snow will fall on winter nights
Ill keep you warm inside
Yeah baby I will
All thru your life
Ill be by your side
Till death do us part
Ill be your friend
My love will never end
Till death do us part

one down...10921083083 to go..

it's been a month already? gosh time really flies huh?

oh well i've completed my first month of medical school with 198219839837493 more months to go.. hahah..

lets share some of the experiences here..

so the first block was GENERAL ANATOMY with the funniest Prof as of now... PROF NASARUDIN ABD AZIZ aka PROF NASAR.. at first it was OK until the SCLs started to get more and more..more SCLs=LESS SLEEP.. my record for the month was 2 sleepless nite... hurrah!!cant or shouldn't complaint though... it is med school... MAD school...half or should i say 3/4 of the day is spent at the college.. balik rumah just to tukar baju and mandi... classes start at 8 latest till 5.. then balik mandi by 8 back to college till bout 1 or 2 am.. with ping pong games with the cadaver in between... De-stress... thursday nites are "CLUBBING" NITE cuz fridays are exams day.. aargh.. so thats about it i guess... oh well of course there are side activities which need not be mentioned here but very minimal.. VERY MINIMAL...

FINALS FOR THE BLOCK WAS YESTERDAY..

IT WAS S*&T...

PRAYING FOR THE BEST...

IN OTHER NEWS...

i met with an accident..

partially my fault for moving too slow...

damn... too slow!! ya...

i also kena my first saman!!! RM 300.. WTF???

HERE ARE SOME PICS OF THE OUTCOME...

the fella who langgar-ed me punya kereta

my car kena pintu passenger side

my first saman... hahah...

date:04/09/08

issued by: sjn abd rashid ali 104493

issue no: af421012

again its been a while

the feelings are still there. it just can't go away. forgive me for the lack of updates. its been quiet a while. i have been busy through out that while actually. enough with busy-ness.



i've moved on to the next stage of my life for now. it all started last thursday. fear and confusion still lingers in me, yet i can't justify why? this is the path i've choosen for this stage of life. i pray that its the rite path because i can't be sure that it is. i've heard of the worse, yet i dunno and i've not prepared myself for it. damn. why?



i am back to the environment where i once used to be, a familiar environment. but much has changed. people have changed. but the feelings haven't.

traumatised

GAYS ARE A DISGRACE TO THE MANKIND ESPECIALLY MEN...

LESBIANS ARE ACCEPTABLE...

HMM...

i'm tired

of this shit...

do i deserve better, deserve better i do

have u ever loved and lost somebody...
wish there was a chance to say i'm sorry..
have u ever felt ur heart was breaking..
cause i loved and lost the day i let u go...
-haveyouever-

i am feeling really terrible right now...
horribly terrible...
why? can't answer that myself honestly...
well maybe i could but i just don't want too...
as idiotic as it may sound...
this feelings just eats me from the inside...
poop... shitty feelings...

will u think about the moments that we shared...
how we lived each day with no regrets...
nothing last forever though we (i) wanted to...
saying goodbye was the hardest thing to say...
i miss ur love in every way...
a true love never dies...
-saygoodbye-


it's been more than long enough since the damn day happened...
close to a year to be precise...
yet those thoughts still lingers in me...
as much as i miss them...
i was told to forget about it...
but i just can't...
#$%& this damn shit..

had a little chit-chat with the little man just now...
found out a few interesting things...
yet i was told "...honestly i think u deserve better..."
how better can i get when in me its only her that i think is the best for me...
maybe i do... her!!!

anywho...
one of my previous post is actually lyrics to a song...
hanya engkau yang mampu... by aizat...
for those who thought i actually wrote that i'm sorry u were fooled...
the reason i posted those lyrics are because of this shitty feelings...
i wonder how long more can i stand this... or even sit over it??
tell me someone...

once upon a time i was falling in love...
now i'm only falling apart...
every now and then i get lonely knowing ur no longer around..
i get nervous thinking of all those good times that have gone by...
-totaleclipsoftheheart-

enough and help the country by respecting the laws

with the country's economy somewhat stable world crude petrol prices soaring this is the time when we all should stick together and try to bring our nation out of this turmoil.
Malaysia ain't no longer the duduk atas pokok country. we have geniuses and billionaires living or originating from our country this is the time wen they all should come back and help their country.
i guess i am not the only one tired with the on going political bickering amongst our politicians. let not mention names from here onwards i hope u get who i am talking about.
MEMBERS OF PARLIAMENT @ MPs are the people where the rakyat elect once every four years as to be their voices to the country's administration. but as we see today are our voices and needs any longer their concerns? walking out of parliament as a show of protest what can they achieve here and are our lives made better? as it is we know that the parliament sits only 3 times a year. and if half the tme they are fighting over non related and non fundamental issues it us the rakyats are the ones at lost...
as we know there'll be a debate tomorrow between certain parties on the petrol hike issues. lets hope something can be achieved from this.
by the way this is how it should be done not have street protest and demos do it the civilised way.
last but not least... i know laws are made to be broken. but i guess that only applies to schools kids and college students. i gues its ok tho break the school and uni/coll rules but i must say its definately not ok to break the contries laws.
i may be no law student(though i hope to)... i am sure u guys are aware of the BALASUBRAMANIAM AND THE STATUTORY DECLARATION (sd) CASE... please tell the truth and don't run away from the cops if u know u are right!!! wats sd? i cant really explain it but i know its a sworn statement which u are laiable if there are conradictions in evidence... what shit!!!
u think this country suck? get the hell out of here!! we done need shit head citizens like u!!!