as time flies

as time flies,
confusion looms the mind,
its not the truth,
its not the thoughts,
nor was it the tick of the clock..

as time flies,
everything changes,
be it life or lives,
the world is constantly changing,
i may be who i am,
but it does not stop me from changing,
at least for the betterment from who i am,
then change me from who i am..

no one is denying ones wishes,
no one is denying ones selfishness,
all one is asking is for a try,
to make one a better person by being with thee..

here lies a plain white sheet of cloth,
waiting eagerly to be drawn upon,
why so eager?
only HE knows...

along came a stranger,
filled with colours of joy,
walking by the cloth filling it full with joy,

now the stranger is gone,
there'll be no more joy,


though it was just a spark,
its not the end,
please don loose the spark...
with hope it'll light in the end

as the year begins

its been a week since year 2 of my medical studies began...
alhamdulillah for this day to happen...
but not so alhamdulillah for starting it on the wrong foot...
new year, new obstacles, new problems same person...

first off..
respiratory system block...
anatomy classes this time round is with a new lecturer, AsscProf Dr Khin...
nice lady but extremely loud...
i still miss Prof Nasar though!!!
huhuhuhu...
nope not complaining...
hope to buck up soon and shift my gear faster as at the end of this year i'd be having my Pro's... Insyallah...

secondly..
H1N1 is really worrying me...
as i fall under the high risk category cuz i am asthmatic...
though i've not had a serious attack in over a year i am still cautious about it...

thirdlly...
the college has gone nuts...
nuts to the core of it...
why u may ask??
firstly... i am feeling that the students of the college are being used as lab specimens for some genius people to conduct a RM100K research on affective domain...
i am not saying its not a noble thing to do...
but it is in my opinion that we the students are the one who suffers...
first of all...
i don't think think the college as whole is steady enough to be standing on its own...
with everyone having their own agenda and no unity amongst the BIG people... have they ever considered or even thought of the consequences of their actions???
"NURTURING THE PASSION TO CARE"
"lu pikirlah lah sendiri wahai pembaca..."

secondly...
affective domain related still??
what are the objectives of the college??
to produce MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS...
yet their actions speaks otherwise!!!
what do i mean by this...
their implementing this new system which is similar to the NILAM project which we had to go thru during our schooling days...
again i tell u...
their going nuts!!
MAD...

thirdly...
DEMERIT SYSTEM...
yup... ur reading it rite i tell u...
i must say... the coordinators are so free to be judging everyone!!!
peer assesments.. pooop!!

sometime i feel they should change their motto...
from "nurturing the passion to care"
to " nurturing hypocrites of the future"


in other news....
Mom re-did the garden...
gave it a face lift la...
pics on the garden... nanti la eh..