Tuesday, February 28, 2012

P.S...

You have one chance, one life and what you do with it is up to you...

P.S...

Is it me?
Am I the reason people always leave?
Am I the reason all these things keep happening to me?


Maybe I'm just destined to be alone...

P.S...


Why do relationships have to be so hard?
......'cause the only thing harder is being alone

Sunday, February 26, 2012

katakanlah...

jika benar sesuatu yang diketahui itu adalah baik untuk diri kita...
katakanlah...
demi kebaikan...
tapi...
janganlah membuat keputusan yang melulu...
janganlah membuat keputusan tanpa berdasarkan fakta...
janganlah membuat keputusan tanpa pengetahuan...
dan paling penting...
jangan bersangka buruk tanpa mengetahui apapun...

never judge a book by its cover...
that is all i am trying to say...

o'Mighty Allah...
i leave this to U...
for U have tested me in ways only U know...
give me the calm and tranquility i seek upon U...
give me the strength and Iman to face this world for the hereafter...
for U are my O' Mighty God...
my Creator...
and those of this universe...

Amin...


Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know in your heart you were meant to do...

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Too Little Too Late


It's just too little too late...
a little too wrong...
I can love with all of my heart, baby...
I know I have so much to give...

i hope time is on my side...
i really want to make it right again...
cuz it feels so damn right to be with you...



Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Thank You Allah...

so here i am in PJ...
PJ yaww... on a Wednesday nite...
very unusual kan...
but yea...
kinda of forced myself home cuz i really need to talk to ayah...

me talking to ayah???
macm tak kena je kan...
hahaha...
but yea...
a serious matter that i really needed to talk to ayah about...
something that i really couldnt hold back anymore...
and...
Alhamdulillah...
he understands...
such a big burden off my chest now..

i told him bout You..
about me...
and most importantly about Us!!!

and he's super cool about it...
i even told him of my 2015 plan...
and he said make that as ur motivation...
all is good as long as i'm ok with it and you are too...

so yea...
thats just the gist of it...
i hope we can talk things thru...
soon insyallah...

a fragile heart

A fragile heart was broken before
I don't think it could endure another pain
But there's a voice from deep inside of you
That's calling out to make you realize

It's hard I know, but oh
One thing for sure
Don't go and break this fragile heart

A hurting mind in need of emotion
I don't think I could endure another pain
But baby in you, I've found affection
Affection I have never felt before

With all this fire that burns between us
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help to mend my fragile heart

Monday, February 20, 2012

day 3

all is well...
all is well...
all is well...

InsyaAllah...
missing u much...


Saturday, February 18, 2012

James Morrison - I Won't Let You Go


And if you feel the fading of the light
And you're too weak to carry on the fight
And all your friends that you count on have disappeared
I'll be here not gone, forever holding on

I Won't Give Up

Friday, February 17, 2012

i cant hold back...

i cant help to not think about it....
i've been distracting my mind...
i've been praying hard...
but i cant hold back anymore...

i feel like breaking down...
because the thought of it makes me really sad...

i know i'm just me...
and u are more then just u to me...

u gave me hope...
i still do...
and always will...
bacause of that i've never been more sure of myself than i have of US...

no words can describe what i feel...
its more then just a simple "i love u"...




i never will....


each second seem like forever...
and forever is what i'm looking for with you...

16th Jully 2011

I’ve never experienced a long distance relationship and I certainly wasn’t excited for it, but I know that our love for each other is strong enough to withstand the distance :)

400km are between us, but we’ll make it, I have faith in our relationship :’) I miss you and I’ll be looking forward to seeing you again <3

I love you!

Together Forever Never Apart, Maybe at Distance, but Never at Heart

i feel it too...

"I waited for a very long time to give my heart to someone. Hope this is the right one..InsyaAllah"


everyday!!!

I miss my other half so bad...

this was what u said back then...
but this how i've been feeling everyday being apart from u...

my promise then, now and time to come...

Its amazing how time and distance has made me fallen deeply for u ;) goodnight..

Me : Distance is not the issue. InsyaAllah

...

Distance doesn’t matter if you really love the person. What matters most is your honesty & trust for that relationship to work out.

Thank you for putting a smile in my face ;)

"Someone Out of Town"


i remember this??
do u?? u posted this when i was in Manjung....

Monday, February 13, 2012

For the rest of my life


will it just be another song dedicated to someone...
or will it be a wish of someone...
or perhaps a prayer...

for the rest of my life...
its a promise...
that wont be broken...

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I'm here with you
Now let me let you know
You've opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along

I'll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I'll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you

Finally now I've found myself I feel so strong
Everything changed when you came along

I know that deep in my heart now that you're here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt





Sunday, February 12, 2012

i'm scared to know...

will today end the same?
or will today end like it always does??

experience has taught me a lot...
and from experience...
it never ends well...

O'Allah...
let me be wrong!!!

Friday, February 10, 2012

I Need To Know


i need to know which way to go?

Am I The Only One?



mi amo

I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me


a thousand years...
and more...
insyAllah...

Marc Anthony - I Need You

it hurts

So you know how much it hurts to miss you..


and not knowing how u feel about me...

I want to know what love is

Listen To Your Heart


listen carefully...
cuz at the end of the day...
if the heart cries...
it cries alone...
because hearts are meant to be broken, just as tears are meant to flow...

:(
i hate this...
i do...

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

so what is it?

i can accept the curses...
take the scolding...
face the humiliation....

but i cannot take silent treatments...
i'm stupid at reading signals or indirect messages...
cuz thats just me...

please be frank with me...
straight in my face...
i know it might hurt...
better kill me with honour...
then to "stab me in the back"...

i dunno how to really express it...
but words may just be words...
if only feelings can be projected to be seen by U!!!

its killing me...
the worst thing is... it kills the inside...

shouldi embrace for the worse?
i cant thats the truth...
because its U!

Always (2004 Acoustic Live) - Bon Jovi


i'm not sick nor am i a stalker as this song is supposedly meant to be depicted...
but yea...
take the bleeding romeo part literally and add my name to the equation...

Monday, February 6, 2012

i never do!


i respect them...

Almighty will decide

when ur imagination runs wild

deep... coming from a reggae king

is it really like this?

no more please..

i cant afford to go thru another round of that shit...
been there not once but twice...
it really eats u bad...
maybe i was young and naive then...
but not anymore...
if i have to walk that path for a third time...
its as good as me killing myself...
i'm all high and mighty in every other thing...
but when its a matter of the Heart...
i'm the weakest...
cuz i know...
at the end of the day...
"WHEN THE HEART CRIES, IT CRIES ALONE..."

o'Lord...
give me the strength for US to get thru this...

Sunday, February 5, 2012

maybe so?


its been a while since i heard those words being uttered from ur mouth...
and i miss it dearly...
i will wait till i hear it once again...

if ur reading this...

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

-shoulder to cry on, tommy page-

Saturday, February 4, 2012

dah lama...

Its been a while since we spoke to one another...
The last time I can remember was many weeks ago...
Just before u started to change and change how things have been...
I no longer feel we're communicating like we used to...

Every message is reply single worded...
I say hi... U reply hi...
That's it...
Maybe ur tired...
Maybe ur not...
Maybe u've not adapted to ur new environment...
Or maybe ur just bored??

I miss the old u that I know...
The quiet one who's always chatty only with me...
I miss calling u late at nite just to say "hi, I miss u.."
That would reaaly make my day...

I know things haven't been smooth for u lately...
And so much change I've seen in u slowly...
Are u trying to tell me something I'm just too blind to see?
Be straight with me...
And tell me if its no longer me...

I really miss u...

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

...

angry i am...
but i just don't have the heart to be mad...
haishhhh

I Miss You