so what is it?

i can accept the curses...

take the scolding...

face the humiliation....

but i cannot take silent treatments...

i'm stupid at reading signals or indirect messages...

cuz thats just me...

please be frank with me...

straight in my face...

i know it might hurt...

better kill me with honour...

then to "stab me in the back"...

i dunno how to really express it...

but words may just be words...

if only feelings can be projected to be seen by U!!!

its killing me...

the worst thing is... it kills the inside...

shouldi embrace for the worse?

i cant thats the truth...

because its U!