not just yet...

i will not throw in the towel...

gonna hang in there till the last drop of strength i have...

i know it can be saved...

i know...

so it seems...

i'm amazed how people can just let go of things like a gust of wind...

it seems u really dont value it...

that u can just blink and let go...

Hollow

Maybe I'll just be a shadow or a nightmare of ur past after this...

Despite all the good times...

And dreams come true....

Let time take its course...

I'll not budge from my promises...

Pucuk Dicita Ulam Mendatang

never i thought it will come to this...

we expected a few hiccups along the way...

and promised to fight on...

but those are just promises of yesterday...

till death do us part...

wahhh...

that sounds so romantic...

its actually a song....

sang by a singer White Lion...

all thru ur life...

i'll be by yourside...

till death do us part...

baby i'd be ur fren...

my love will never end...

i just cant believe its true...

that my heart belong to you...

and baby...

u can have it all...

insyaAllah...

with His grace and blessings...

i'll try my very best to make things right again...

between us...

and the parents...

lets hope all goes well..

insyaAllah...

as to u...

i really hope somewhere in you there is a tiny part that still wants to salvage this...

the most minute sign would suffice...

just signal me of ur willingness...

hope to meet u soon...

broken..

Harapan....Jangan Ucap Selamat Tinggal

fickle minded...

A Thousand Years

u waited for me...
and now its my turn to wait for u...
even if it means a very long time...
or even an eternity...
so it shall be....

i've promised to love u..
for a thousand years and more...
i promise...

let it be...

exam no exam...

i should not wait any further and torment both of us further...

there has to be a solution to everything...

i hope to talk it all out with u...

and resolve this matter amicably...

lets hope it come to a win-win situation...

promises have been made...

hearts have been spared...

let put this plan in place...

and pray for Allah's grace...

insyAllah...

HIDING MY HEART

So this is how the story went
I met someone by accident

It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
you'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I dropped you off at the train station
And put a kiss on top of your head
I watched you wave

I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain

And though I wish that you were here
On that same old road that brought me here
Is calling me home

torn... much...

Hearts A Mess

Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine

Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
You can't live like this

  

You just threw away the key
To your heart

Love ain't fair
So there you are
My love

the fear....

but i never doubted ur honesty and sincerity...

the future

Terima Kasih Cinta

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

u waited... but...

the fall...

many times before i've fallen...

and every fall i've managed to bring myself together...

but should i fall again this time...

i doubt i will ever bring myself together again...

come what may...

if He has decided for things to be this way or another...

i can only redha...

all the bitterness and pain are for me to swallow...

and hope i will somehow pick myself up again...

"i bruise easily..."

i've done all i can to prevent that...

but i guess between bruising and breaking...

the bruise will eventually heal...

but a broken heart will forever remain broken...

I Miss You

face it...

Quinn: Wanna know a secret? I’m kinda nervous.
Clay: Why?
Quinn: I don’t know, because I haven’t seen you and you give me butterflies. [hides behind a pillow] There, I said it.

promise..

always...

distraction

its no longer working for me...

the more i distract myself...

the more i think of you...

the more i try to do things out of the norm...

the more i think of you...

even my nights...

i have trouble sleeping...

waking up very frequently...

hoping...

wishing...

and praying...

that today would be our day again...

all have been said...

i've never hidden anything...

even my past...

and we've learn to accept one another the way we are...

"terima seadanya"

harapan...

my only hope is for Him, the Almighty Allah swt to answer my prayers...

only He can decide and change things...

Verily, when He intends a thing, His Command is, "be", and it is!

she reminds me...

wow!!

when My imagination runs wild

Quinn: You know you’re not allowed to say we’ll have a family some day unless you mean it.

Clay: Of course I mean it. I love you, you goof.
Quinn: Well that’s good, because I love you too.

the impending heartbreak...

i guess its impeccable...

and i know this time...

i would be shattered to pieces badly...

worthless...

maybe i no longer mean anything to u...

yet u still mean the world to me...

regardless...

in Him i believe!!

percaya

you are the reason i am...

Terlalu Cinta

the title is a lil cliche i know...

but in all honesty and truth...

i do mean it...

SESAAT KAU DATANG

it hurts...

but i'm not letting go...

janji manismu

Confusion Ray

Macm Pokémon pulak dah...

Hahaha...

No but I'm serious...

I'm confused by all this signals...

Stupid me...

Has the towel been thrown or are used just dangling it over my head???