miss this

our desktop screen was taken in the eve 23rd day...
the nite when things changed my life...
when i reshuffled everything i had plan for in my  life to make her a part of it...
well that was then i guess...
the plan still sticks for now...
until something happens...
like her getting married...

it all means nothing....

but they all mean nothing to me...
most of them are just frens....
frens who i've coaxed to be involved with me....

and clearly i see...
it hurts u...
maybe because i am rite u still do love me...

selamat hari raya...

Butterfly

Ketika waktu mendatangkan cinta
Aku putuskan memilih dirimu
Setitik rasa itu menetes
Dan semakin parah

Bisa ku rasa getar jantungmu
Mencintaiku apa lagi aku
Jadikanlah diriku
Pilihan terakhir hatimu

Butterfly terbanglah tinggi
Setinggi anganku untuk meraihmu
Memeluk batinmu yang sempat kacau
Karna merindu

Butterfly fly away so high
As high as hopes I pray
To come and reach for you
Rescuing your soul
that previous messed up touching me and you

Jalan ini jauh
Namun kita tempuh
Bagai bumi ini
Hanya milik berdua

Biar ku berlebihan
Mendekatimu
Namun ku tunggu

locked in cage of bricks...