you make me nauseous..

what did i do to you that you're treating me like this...

and it's  killing me...
ur words...
ur promises...
are eating me from the inside...

tears will flow

every time i hear this song...
it never fail to bring tears to this eyes...
as strong as a person i am...
but i am weak when it comes to love...

this was ur promise to me for us...
the fact that Allah brought u to me...
Him bringing us together...
i felt it was right...
i prayed for it to be right...
but you choose otherwise...

i saddens this lonely little heart of mine...
even more when we involved Him in our promises...

Ya Rabb for u are the ever caring and even more loving...
grant me the love that i deserve...
if it is her that You have made for me...
bring us back together on the path of ur mercy...

i miss u.. SNF

"assumption is the mother to all fuck-ups...."

i've already been fucked... so what?

Angel Of Mine

i am gonna marry who ever sings this song to me...
muahahahaha....

i hope you'd be reminded that it isn't over

a reflection of who i am before, during and after you walked in and out on me

I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak,
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!