have u ever loved and lost somebody...
wish there was a chance to say i'm sorry..
have u ever felt ur heart was breaking..
cause i loved and lost the day i let u go...
-haveyouever-
i am feeling really terrible right now...
horribly terrible...
why? can't answer that myself honestly...
well maybe i could but i just don't want too...
as idiotic as it may sound...
this feelings just eats me from the inside...
poop... shitty feelings...
will u think about the moments that we shared...
how we lived each day with no regrets...
nothing last forever though we (i) wanted to...
saying goodbye was the hardest thing to say...
i miss ur love in every way...
a true love never dies...
-saygoodbye-
it's been more than long enough since the damn day happened...
close to a year to be precise...
yet those thoughts still lingers in me...
as much as i miss them...
i was told to forget about it...
but i just can't...
#$%& this damn shit..
had a little chit-chat with the little man just now...
found out a few interesting things...
yet i was told "...honestly i think u deserve better..."
how better can i get when in me its only her that i think is the best for me...
maybe i do... her!!!
anywho...
one of my previous post is actually lyrics to a song...
hanya engkau yang mampu... by aizat...
for those who thought i actually wrote that i'm sorry u were fooled...
the reason i posted those lyrics are because of this shitty feelings...
i wonder how long more can i stand this... or even sit over it??
tell me someone...
once upon a time i was falling in love...
now i'm only falling apart...
every now and then i get lonely knowing ur no longer around..
i get nervous thinking of all those good times that have gone by...
-totaleclipsoftheheart-
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