as the final passes by

so on the eve of every finals that is how my study table would look like...

well most of the time its that way..

yeap if u can see in detail...

its facebook on one screen and slides on the other...

i guess that is why i am not doing well...

:(

oh well.. life goes on...

i've been feeling unblessed lately...

with series of unfortunate events occurring to myself..

at times i wonder if HE even listens to my prayers??

don get me wrong now...

i've not lost faith in HIM..

NO NO NO...

i'd be mad if i was...

BUT...

i am...

loosing faith in myself...

am i worthy of being here today?

am i worthy being who i am today?

am i worthy doing he things i do today?

i'm loosing my own morale confidence...

in every aspect...

i never was like this...

this just ain't me...

where did it all go wrong??

where was the turning that i mistook...

tell me...