as finals for NS awaits me this friday...
i sit here in front of my screen reminiscing in my mind of my own personal frustrations...
what is there to be frustrated about??
we'll... everything ... simple isn't it??
no its not that i am not thankful for all that i got...
i am... but i just feel enough is enough...
i need to re-shape myself, my character me as whole...
i think i've been tread on for far toooooo long...
i will no longer want that to happen..
putting others needs above my own...
and putting others first in all aspects before myself...
i've had it...
i think i am gonna be like those stuck up idiots who only care for themselves...
call me idiot for all u like...
i'd like to feel what its like to live in my own world...
disregarding all that the world has to say.. just moving on and doing things as i like....
i am onli changing to better my own self needs...
selfish....
i know it does sound very selfish@self centered...
so what am i to do???
owh... damn u bloody shit feelings...
i so dislike u...
i wish i had noo feelings for anything...
maybe that way i can be happy...
1 comment:
hey, i don't think living without emotions or what-so-ever is a brilliant thing...its these feelings that gave spices and flavouring to our life..imagine without it, it's like ikan bakar without sauce or chilli...and God made it such that we have balance of everything, that's why we have sad times, as well as happy times...but, it's all up to u how u view it...sad times can be happy as well depending how u face and take it...one thing for sure is: no matter u r sad or happy, life still goes on and it doesn't wait...u will missed out so much if continue to tread on the same spot of water..so, why not choose to be happy?
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